12 February 2005 --- 1209am

My sins of pagan wants
Deceits that held me dumb
Took away my mind and eyes
Blind me to the scripture's words.

Rules have all their means to care
And flouted it upon this selfish snare.
So my Lord please let me go
Repent and strive for the better
Everyday, ever again.

Calling old ties to strenghten more
Fade no less to a puny nonsense store
For I treasure what seems sour and bad
But what was before
Strives me more
Prayers for all
Friendship to go on like the river strong
Never wanes because of
Lord's glory and more.

Please bless my friend Melinda
To heal her good before everything
Speeds up even more.
Protect her from all those evils
That made her weak and frail
Left her dull and grumpy
And feeling very sore.

Please bless my friend Jean too
For trust and clarity
Guide through this maze of
Boys and doubts
Let her find peace in a guy
Let her see the right
And wrongs.

Make no foes with my members of close family
Make it go away over, on top of the ego
Spite be less than a spec of dust
Rubbed away with simple strength
Clear waters to freshen up
Let my sister find her peace and joy.

My mum is not difficult to love
Only those of frenzied eyes
Sees the ugliness and ignored
What was glorious, graceful
Beautiful, gentle and respectable.
Go beyond the tolerance and let love come
Faith, love, hope and Lord.
Lord the Almighty
Encompasses all.

Daddy's love bounds me good
Home to where I seek refuge
Brings the light of sunbeams joy
Thank the Lord for what's already blessed.

5th April 200---318am

Some friends stay
some friends go
But most of them are as good as gold.
They need not accompany you through young and old
All they have to do
Was to help you in some ways or so.

Friends like sunshine
Hard to find
For how easy it is to grab the gold
But tough to keep the light with you
In your heart and soul
Through day and light
Through time that grows.

In short
This is what i have to say
Friends that sway not,
Fade not
Are the sunshines in my life.

Where the friendship lies...

A Journal entry dated 14/10/2005:

A toast to a brotherhood that exist between men and women! Drowning the weeps of other unwanted feelings that may jeopardize this brotherhood to be. May the brothers stand tall and not falter an inch to stupid ideas. This brotherhood shall exist within me and make me impartial and obtain objective judgements of people around me.

A Journal entry dated 2/11/2005:

All the senses tell me
A crash's coming this way
Dont venture to the spot of suicide
Dont call forth the tide to rise
Dont even let the gates rust
That the hinges might break
And the floods a' coming.

This mirror you lift up
Does not fit.
The image you see
All an act of flair to impress.
Can't this mirror change?
Can't its pieces shine abright
To evoke the truth that satisfies.
Seeker of Truth
Mind of what you see
Don't let the anger make its escape
Dont let the passion be where they wana go
Keep it lying dead
Keep it in a piece (peace).

If you dont realise what is shown
Look around and beware of the situation
Do not heed him as the only spot to see
Know that what beyond lies.
Shall i play along then?
I cant not. Can I?
Just dont let it indulge.