27 May 2005
Can't belive it. I always know what to write in my journal when this book is not with me!
Anyway, to describe the origins of my one-eye cyclops condition. The good fella me tried to replace an almost dropping banner, and so unluckily got a blow from the corner of the banner right in my eye! I was wearing my specs when that happened so i guess that doubles my "unfortunate-ness".
Yesterday, last night, aunty jenny came up specially to pray for me and it was a scene i can never forget. When i was downstairs, my eye hurt so badly but the kids were so nice they took away most of the pain for me.
Gave the following things:
Nike cap to sangeyboy
Nike shoes to sangeygirl
Poker cards to Chaiten
Socks to Ghombu, sangeygirl, teresa.
O i cant remember what i gave already. The details dont matter, its the idea of my love for them.
Michael is so sweet. He was praying for us when we left with a "May God be with you"
I was quite disappointed i couldnt sing them a goodnight song in proper.
Through all this Mizpah has taught me lots and lost of things
about friendship
about my love for mizpah
about myself as a perfectionist and its detriments
about people(more people)
about the Lord
about my faith
and so many more that i couldnt even decipher
some lay hidden till sometime later when it triggers my brain to acknowledge it.
I miss those kids and jenny but i'm not crying as much cos i know i will make the effort to return. in meantime i will write back.
My chapter with Curly may have come to a close. but maybe its just a chapter. Things i would not know of now.
Remember what kevin said about God and human. The latter so finitely bound that we tend to dichotomize things such as good and evil; God and devil. But i may never know the truth cos i am finite. and they said i have matured is it true? or is it becos they grown to know me better? or both of these processes? But maturity is such a fragile thing.
Back to my eye. Argh the affected eye is hurting no more but the vision...argh..stays blur. Little worried. Hopefully i wont semi-blind/worse completely blind becos of it. Lord please protect me.
posted by Sanguinee @ 1:42 PM
1 Comments:
To Cyclops:
Try to stay in line with what i'm trying to say next... if i pull you too far from this dimension, pls ask Bruzz Lightyear to bring you back...
Metaphors, Symbolism or omens.... u define it, for artists see the world as a tapestry of colours, texture, originality and pure beauty and truth to ourselves. And i am only but a Romantic Jester.
Ok, to the point.
Getting 'blinded' in the most bizarre situation (i actually remembered witnessing that episode!) can only mean to say, it was meant to happen. (skeptics, hold ur horses....this is purely my view).
Wearing glasses = Being able to see clearer, sharper, more focus.
Cloth = Soft. Use to beautify or cover our "nudity"
Painted with the 'hands' of Mizpah kids = love? Humanity? Life in Mizpah. Life and dynamics amongst people, u..ur team-mates..friends..etc. Curly..etc.
Intention to flip the cloth back lest it hurts somebody = your attitude or natural instinct towards life? surroundings? people? loved ones? ... ...
Ok, i gotta split soon...u try to decipher what i hv in mind.
I'll decode in a later episode!
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