23 May 2005 (1130pm)

So it is that what is left is merely 3 days before we part again. Looking back it isnt that spellbounding is it?
What i can bring back, shall it last? What shall i choose to bring back? Of all the things shall i make a commitment to Mizpah?
"Sisters", i once called Teresa.But she isnt telling much truth is she? It's not easy Angie.It's not easy to pry into someone's life in just 3 weeks or 6 weeks. Friendship takes a lifetime. This sentence. Can i bear to apply to all and everyone?
To Curly? To be as naive as it gets; to belive one such as i can make him realise?
Dear Lord, i pray that you'll teach my poor soul and stupid mind on what to do. And courage to carry them out.

Sometimes i feel i'm not as affected by BGR as i am wih friendship. This thing called frienship is the foundation of something greater. O Lord, i am so aware how selfish i am. But i do not like it as such. Joyce said that....

(Fell asleep!! Hahaha.)

(530pm Celebration at new property)