23 May 2005 (845pm)

People sometimes turn at each other; stab them in the body; punched in the face; puked and then cry. Is this all not necessary? Once a thoroughly strong bond, broken because of the realisation that one was the piper's sound of flute.

Then i wonder,
have i turned into one of those animals.
Should i stab people
should i punch
Should i puke and then end up in tears.

Never was this easy
But we beckon it to be
I'm not the weirdos
I'm one of thee.

"To fill up my heart"

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Deep in the darkness
Someone walks through the streets
frozen up in the cold
But blessed with the warmth within.

Just to let you know
What all this woes may bring
I am without the cheer.

Black christmas trees
Hood over my head
Booklight dimmed enough to share it on my own
Music covers all out
Peace grows
And i grow.

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(Song from the CD Alex shared with me)

Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdoms and all the ways of man
You're here before the world begins.

Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Abole all wonders the world had ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the world
There's no way to measure what you're worth.

(*Chorus)
Crucified
Lay behind a stone
You've been to die
Rejected and alone
Like a Rose Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all.