17 May 2005: The Forgotten Angel.

A story about Rose the Forgotten Angel.
At dinner time, Rose came to M's gate. She dont look too different from before: skinny; frail; a little dirty. she carries a sour stench and though she tries to look brave and strong, i felt that she was weak with hunger.
She blessed me and prayed for me, And i felt so sad for her, for her phlight. I want to help her but i cant.

Rose is a schizophrenic lady. She's quite "crazy" in the sense that she doesnt entail the normal social norms that surrounds. She doesnt dress properly. She doesnt bathe regularly it seems, and i think she's just too kind and simple-mided.
Rose, i respect her alot. Her insanity has made her so kind that i feel remorsed by the fact that people should detest her; could make use of her; and even beat her up. She is quite independent on her own and i wont pose much problems to anyone. If i have the means, i would take her into my own.

One very strange thing is how scared Rose was when she saw M. Why doesnt J/M want her to be seen/interacting with us? is it because she has something not wise to say to us? or am i just being too sensitive? is M really a good person? or a good person overwhelmed by wealth & prosperity? how could they ever afford that expensive looking hi-fi set?

many many questions.
The devil is not the cause of it?