30 May 2005 948am Kochi

Waiting for the plane to take flight. got a window seat for myself and lydia is my partner for this ride. just now kevin was browsing through my journal. at first, i felt cautious and intruded but then i told myself to RELAX, and i felt better. Used to be more secretive than now but then i learn to "take it easy". "So here i am".
Maybe its a sign of maturity? haha...maybe its just showing that with true friendship comes self-disclosure? or am i making yet another obligated-rationalization becos of the title "friendship". Something like the title "girlfriend". Actually yesterday...many things happened. We went to Fort Kochi and bought pretty good stuff that (i think) originated from Kashmir. You know all those beaded bags.and embroidered tops. Then there was this particular shop in which i met ( i call) the "man-who-tried-to-sell-me-earrings". Haha..i took a picture with him. not because i have a crush on him!(actually the quiet guy beside him was quite cute) i just find the bald-earring guy AMUSING. HAha..the moment he said " i just wanto show you....its free..absolutely" I know what's he up to. He's trying to subtly entice me to buy the earrings of cos!!haha..try harder next time lah Mr...
you got me on a defensive mode even before you can show me the goods. outward flattery doesnt work on me. in fact, i think it has the opposite effect!! you are one UNLUCKY guy to have met me!
Anyway, i thought they got quite irritating after awhile. more of "pestering"
So i said:
" I wouldnt buty it even if you sell it to me for 50 rupee" ( the original price was 500)
haha...that sure got THEM off my tails.

I was wondering if i irritated those "salesmen" especially Mr Baldman. Or did i intrigued him and activated his buaya "nature".

Ok taking flight. Ciao.