Darling

Darling i miss you so much. i cant bear the loneliness as i sit before my computer typing this to you. if only you could see this and tell me that you are around me, always. To drive away all my fears and dispair. To relive the joy that i had with you. Remember the walks we had along that beautiful beach? with the waves tickling our feets? the fine sand that went between our toes? those quiet and yet most enriching conversation i had with you? the gentle stars that twinkle above us as we sat enjoying the warmin scent of the green meadow. i will never forget them darling.never.
But don't worry darling. i'm not giving up or breaking down because you are not around me. For i thrive in your spirit and the air around me is filled with your memories. Memories that were not made but creates a presence because i chose to let them live.I know not what i'm speaking now, just the mere fact that i miss you alot. but i know that it's impossible that you could see this.......
cos you don't exist.