Anger beseeched

Wretched soul i am to be
Mouldy clouds behold my mind
i see no happiness i see no joy
but only things that make it vile
 
A clue i have
the clue is blank
the compass i have
is all but broken
the fumes engulfed me
i cant escape
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Too long i've spent my time idling away aimlessly.
Turning into a slob that lies to cover its own cause.
The Fear i have is coming to get me,
i must not let it overrun me.
It drenched my hopes my convictions my dreams
but never is it able to destroy
For i return with vengeance and anger
with blood smeared on my face
smite em, kill em, bury em i shall
return them to their begotten graves.