Liar's answer

Do you ever love yourself too much that you end up hating yourself?
Is it possible for anyone to be so truely and genuinely selfless that they seek for nothin in return?

Do you ever hate your mother to the core? And then hate yourself even more for having such thoughts and feelings?And then feel so helpless because in the end you dont know who to blame or who to hate?

Do you ever get irritated or disapointed with your friends when they are not nice enough to you, or too selfish and pampered to think for you?
Do you ever get so annoyed at your friends because of their stupidity?
Stupid because they are so nice to you, too nice to you.
Because they don't see how rotten you are, how hypocritical you are, how bitchy you are, how annoyed you are at them for being so blind.
And then feel like such a lousy bastard for having such thoughts and feelings?

Do you ever hate the whole world because nobody understands you?Not even your best friend?Do you ever hate yourself for blaming your best friend for not understanding you because you didnt want to let him or her to?Do you ever despise yourself because you know that maybe all that you want is for them to agree with you and to shower you with sympathy and praises?And you hate them when they don't.And you hate yourself even more.

Do you hate yourself for disliking what others had done what you will do too? Do hate yourself for hating people for certain attitudes and characters that you have too?Do you hate yourself for being so unfair?

Do you hate yourself for being so weak and volatile?For not understanding what has gone wrong or what is goingg wrong?For being so affectively affected?
do you hate yourself for being so naive, and then hate yourself for being so "mature"?
Have you ever hate yourself for being so smart, and then hate yourself for being so stupid and silly?
Have you ever hate yourself for being transparent, and then hate yourself for being so secretive?
Do you ever wonder why you still that unfounded pride for all that conflicting and depressive thoughts?
Do you ever understand yourself that well?
(sounds like Stanley Hall's "storm and stress view")

Maybe at the rate that you are going, you are gona lose all your friends and love ones, because they won't and can't understand what the hell has gone wrong with you. They'd just think you are weird and eccentric. They'd think that you are ungrateful, insincere and evil.
They'd think that you need to see a doctor, but not knowing that no medicine can help.
Maybe all this would just go away soon, cos they had seen you like this before and probably just take it as one of your weird mood swings.And this could really happen and convince you as well.
Maybe all you need is to take away your "evil" hormones and the brain as well (so that you won't think so much). Doesn't that mean being a vegetable or ....death?