Prayers for a few

Before i start with my essay which is due tomorrow, i cant resist sayin a few prayers for my dear "brother" mariane, and friends of mine whom i care, project of mine which i seek to love, and few grateful thanks for whatever chances was bestowed unto me; for me to repent and try again, again and again. I should try to think simple as of now, and not care about the doubts that i have. Will be as naive as i can, to bring out the sincerity i have in my prayers and thanks.

1) Seeing mariane as stress as he is; as irritated as he is with what seems like angst with free-loading people; as confused over his missy; as un-mariane as he is; i'm worried for him and i pray for him. Strength be with him and clarity in him. Please dont let his studies be jeopardised.Seeing mariane in such negativity, makes me think so little of myself. How can i continue to pity myself becos of my own workload, when all others have equally or worse encounters? I hang my head in shame, and seek to work harder, trying everyday a new start, even if i kept failing day by day.

2)"i want to want to love God" (can't remember who wrote that)

I am not thinking that this project is going to turn sour becos i believe we are people of good minds and heart.Even if there are free-riders,or bad leaders,or ppl whom i dont relly like, so be it...as long as i noe some of us work together to make it good, i can smile with a fusionistic glow.I will try to organize my time properly, so i can help others free their workload too. Dear brother and all....please hang on....

3) Thank you Lord, for all that you had given me.Sometimes, things happened so naturally to save me from bad grounds, i can't think how i deserve it because i've always think i'm so unnatural. Thankful for all those who gave me my reflections. Like the Wee brothers and purplelady, mariane, bug, zhixian, joyce, kevin, bosy, and most importantly my dad. O so joyful now that my Brother Pay and i are talking again, cos i missed him so much. Now there leaves my sis and this weird "cold war".

And Angelia....please dont give up on me. I believe we'll reach somethin well in time..in timee..as we pray..