Grace from within

I'm thinking of God
Of what it might be like to be God.
What it entails to be God
What is needed to be God.
I'm wondering if i'm God
How as the person of my body
to seek for forgiveness and granted from that plea.

I'm thinkin of God
Of what it takes not to be of God
What cannot be needed to be God
I'm wondering if i'm not God
How as the person as of now
to seek for forgiveness and granted from that plea.

I'm thinkin of God
Of how badly i want to be not of God
But with God
I'm thinkin of myself
Of how i rule this will of God's
Like my own, like God's own.
I'm thinkin of God
Of how to seek for forgiveness and granted from within me.