Monday, March 14, 2005

"With gentleness and respect"

Seems like alot of ppl whom i knew in a phase of angst and animosity. I almost got myself in that contagious quiksand..quite scary.
My India project is goin through some uneasy phases because of some misunderstandings.Seems to me alot of us are tainted by bad moods and starts to interpret things in a grey-er shade. But somehow i manage to hang on God's words of "gentleness and respect" and learn not to get so angry so quickly like i used to. Even if i do fume up, i have learned to let the gas out quick but insignificantly (haha..sounds like MY JOKE. cos i fart so discretely in last year's India's project tat ppl made fun of me now. o my!)

Somehow i think everything is a blown-up issue; although an earlier detection of bad vibes is better than an explosion later.I noe mariane's not in a good psychological shape now, but i managed to calm him down (i hope), so everything should be better la. Glad that at least Bug is in the team, who is one who is not so much as trying to exert his/her own point of view...but only often trying to learn things from others and adapting to situations. This humble position of hers is what i respect her for, and also the way she cheers things up.Even as she is one who is loaded with emotions, and sometimes leads her to certain wrong decisions, her humble aspect makes her my good example of one of my core of life-- "with gentleness and respect". Her humbleness makes her easier to learn things......

WAs talking to purplelady jus now...o man...she nearly drove my nerves up the wall. tried to provide a listenin ear but in the end got stubbed in the toe. cos she's so stubborn and always thinks tt i'm accusing her. But maybe its jus cos our interpretion of words are different..and maybe she's jus too upset. And maybe i relly dun noe her well. So i musnt impose my judgement one her so quickly...cos sometimes my beliefs and views arent always right for everybody.
Even as i felt a little piss...i must learn to let that small fart out quickly.

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