Prayers

I saw her mail and my heart went along with it. The guilt that rises from the seeming empty promises that i had made earlier on. No. I had not forgotten the promise nor the reasons i had earlier but because of my current workload, i'm forced to lay it at the back of head for a moment. This may all seem like an excuse because i still feel useless. how blatantly i put it.

O Lord, please give me the strength and bless them so that they may not suffer. Do not let me forget what i fear most. Do let the fear cast its shadow on me now and then, that it may drive me through to accomplish what i had promised. I do not want to seem benevolent, i just want to help. Please let me see through all excuses that the Devilia has set against me and my promises. My promises are empty without its reasons and i'd like to show joey that there is such a thing as selfless good deeds.

Our selfish minds clouds our view
It makes us worry for more than we do
It makes us forget what we need to do
It makes us hope for what we want to do.

Water me and shine on me
Make me grow beyond that seed
Let me rise out to your reach
Bringing my flowers along with me
Let the winds and monsoons come
But keep me rooted in strong grounds
Let others break my leaves
But let my flowers be broken not
Let others climb on me
So they may too rise beyond their seeds