Love

This was what I wrote.


I wander but i am not lost. Because i wander in this path led by You.
I think this is Love. Every time i think about it i feel like crying because i am so touched by it. Not only because of the fact that I am saved by Your Grace but also becase of this Love you have for me---this gratefulness i have.
When i put into words trying to describe this Love, i seem to lose it. It is just too wide and vast to describe. For Love is not a "what" but is a "who".
You are Love. And You are my love.

There is this desire to know you more.And each time i know You a little more, i love You more. Thank You so very much.


It is not about being critical anymore. It is about wanting to know more. That "how is it this way" and " how can i serve You better". It is not "how i can be sure You are the one" or "whether this saying is correct".But it is the Knowing that this IS correct. Knowing that you are behind me in my thinking.
If my thinking is devoid of You, then i know i am starting to analyze in a cold hard technical reasoning way--- being critical without your presence. It is this knowing that transcends logic that makes me love You more.

If i were to apply such love to a man, i would be afraid because of what i do not know. But with You, it's different. I love You and completely let myself be engulfed by You. Because i KNOW i do not need to be afraid. This is the faith in You.
It is not because i dont know anything about You, like that of something blind.
It's not because i think you're just a thinking in my head.
Not just a refelction need of mine.