Here's comes the swine!

It's bloody 2am in the morning and i'm not asleep. I can sleep but i don't really wana sleep (why! idiot! why!). Have a bloody grammar package to do; and i'm only doing the parts for punctuations.But it seems like i'm bloody writting a punctuations book for Popular to sell.
No no, i'm actually just doing the part on commas now. Blistering pigbrains...you never know how bloody big commas are until you start writting about them!you have commas with adjective clauses la, with adverb clauses la, with independent clauses la, and bla bla bla. At the rate i'm going, i think i'm starting to grow commas out of my ears.

You know they always say that a word is neutral until someone gives it some meaning.Like the word "fuck" doesnt mean no shit till i start thinkin about all those crude stuff right? hence with that, i can imagine myself givin commas some hell of my meaning-- a type of swear word of my own. so everytime i wana swear, i'll just go "comma you!"
"comma! i'm staying up late collating rules that students wouldnt even appreciate, comma, till they last of last minutes before exams!"

I gave one of my student this blog's addy and i'm kinda regretting now.Afraid she might turn into a bean like me after reading all those commas.haha.
My blog is not like some stephen-hawkings-in-the-making, neither is it some harry potter-give-me-your-eyeballs kind of thing.It's not just what it is, so dont take things at face value ya? Most of the thing i write serves as a memory cue to my past. like certain codewords and writting styles to let me retract my way back to things that happened and hopefully what i felt too. i dont wana lose my memories, painful or sad.i like to look back. O no...i sound like some sci-fi movie fella---preserve my memory and live an eternal "life"!

Anyway, sometimes i get a little cranky AND whiny...
a little mean...
a little sad...
a little dumbo mambo...
a little giggly bubbly...

O well *shrugs* what to do?

Sleep la...time to sleep.
There's a song that goes like this:

if you sleep now, close your eyes
try to think of tomorrow
all the stars
wish you goodnight
so im switchin off the lights

one more smile, onemore hug
kiss u once, kiss u twice
i'll be here
for awhile
so try to sleep now
and close your eyes.