Crosses and Ticks in life

Not long ago, Kacy called me to ask me some questions regarding Asperger and autism. I tried to explain to him as best as i could because i am guilty of having fading memories of wat i had read, and ashamed of not reading my stuff with fierce passion ( that explains the fading memory part). (But kacy, i did not make up what i have told you ya....its just not extensive enough. heeeee)

YAH (and a sigh)...so that is what happens to people who are overwhelmed by the humdrums of life; so blinded by it that they ended up drifting along. It is not like i have not predicted this, for i remembered that i had spoken to huiling abt this before. But how is it that i'm still fooled by it?
It's easy. When life gets a little too comfortable, i dont forget things, but i chose to ignore them. The water gets stagnant, and that's when DENGUE comes!!
Does your life sound like mine?
Becareful la...BE CAREFUL. Clean away the water and dont leave the pots lying around. stay vigilant!

Sometimes i think women are blessed with PMS. (i'm not kidding!!)
Cos when women have pms, they (most of them) get emotional. Some of them start to think alot, and they'll become upset over it. Sad, dispair, disappointed, helpless, angry, the long list goes all the way man. But because of all this negative states of mind, the women start to seek for a certain form of aid, help, pillar, listening ear etc.Some will start to isolate themselves in their temporary misery, while some blow up like a bomb without the ticking timer. Even so, the closer you look at them, the higher the chance you'll see a lonely person. And that is when something not so worldy (be it holy, creepy or satanic) becomes more likely to seep into their heart, body, soul, and mind. Yeah, something like a wake-up! call.

I miss my little kiam chai bible. I miss those messy underlinings and those antsy handwritings.

I miss psychology. I miss my ambition.

I miss working my mind until it feels like breaking.

I miss thinnking of something sophisticating and complex like the Lord's Word and the controversies of psychology.
Although marking exam papers of sec 1s can be sometimes headaching, it get quite repititive after awhile. Hum...drum.....

I miss Mizpah.
And i miss God.

It's time to get back on track.
Gambatte to me n my papers tonight! May i finish marking the whole lot with utmost fairness and clarity!!